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L: --
D: tba
So I've been away and had no way on the computer.
I have been really stressed and upset lately.
I'm really not ready for the summer to end. I don't want to get back to reality, and all the stupid drama at school.
I enrolled into yoga two nights a week. I'm hoping that will calm me down and just help me relax.
My appetite has gone kaput. I honestly can't finish anything I get now. Most of the time I can't even get to half way. And I am not complaining by any means. I need to get back on track. I need, want, have to get to my goal weight. This is my last year of school, and I need to make it the best. And I won't be happy until I am down to nothing. Back to the gym every day, fasting as much as I can, calorie counts on everything, it needs to happen. And it will.
psps - I miss him terribly already. | | |
| B: --
L: tba
D: tba
I don't want him to go. I don't want him to go. I don't want him to go. | | |
| Wth, I am slippennnnnnn! It's been what, over a month?!
So look at this post of a catch up one, about everything! I have been fasting and working out a lot. I am about .. ten pounds away from my goal weight. But to be honest, I don't think it will stop. I can see my ribs without sucking in, and I don't get my period anymore. I'm pleased. I need to start updating everything I eat. I joined this other website, basically like an xanga, but different. It's http://anabones.wetpaint.com/ if anyone's interested.
So my summer has been a blast. I went back and read some of my very first posts, and I started talking to this boy in Febuary, and now were dating! We hung out a couple of times during the summer, he took me to Wonderland for his birthday, we've done so much this summer. This is the first boy that I actually go out with, to dinner, to parties, but yet, we still have our "inn nights". This weekend, I went to one of his friends parties, I didn't really want to go, becuase I don't know any of his friends, we went to different highschools, and have different cliques of friends, but I had a blast, and I was really glad I went. The next night, we went to his cousins wedding, I honestly think that was the funnest night ever. The wedding's after party thing, was like twenty minutes away from our town, so we ended up taking a bus back at two in the morning, both hammmmmmered, and I slept at his place. I just .. I don't know, I know how every girl says blah blah blah this one's different, but for me it is, I have never talked to a boy for almost six months, and not dated. We were seeing each other since the begginning of July, and started dating the begginning of August, I have never had that. He's moving an hour away to go to school, and we decided were making it work. At the wedding, his cousin, gave us this huge talk, and the thing that stuck with me, was "If we want it to work, it will". And honestly, I think it will.
I am happy with this one! | | |
| Hooooly! It's been awhile.
Hmm what's new.. I'm five pounds away from my gw. I made the dance team, which is pretty cool, seeing how we get to go all over to compete. Uhm.. new job at a tanning place. Finally happy with the boy. The bestfriend, well.. we havn't talked in awhile, he's mad that I started seeing someone else, but I'm sorry, if you don't tell me how you feel, and tell me you wanted to try something, how am I supposed to know?! But I'm really happy, he's cute & sweet, and we've been spending a lot of time together. He took me to wonderland for his birthday, I mean out of anyone he could take, he chose to take me for his birthday! It was cute, and I had a blast! Butttt he leaves for school pretty soon, which isn't the greatest thing. You have to learn how to trust sometime right? Hopefully it goes good. Eeee! I'm happpy :D | | |
| I'm fasting today!
Yesterday I had one piece of crazy bread.
Worked out yesterday for 2hrs. Deffs again today!
So we got in a huge fight, havn't talked. Don't really care.
The other one's kind of obsessed? Havn't hung out, but yet, he loves me. So he's out. haha
And then there's "B". He seems to be the best shot. lmao.
The besty, I'm over it. One day he's all love you blah blah, and the next, he's a bitch. So the end.
He's cute, really cute actually. So far, we havn't had a huge fight, and he hasn't creeped me out. He wants to hang out this weekend after work, and I'm excited! Totally sticking with this one. haha.
How pathetic does that last paragraph sound?! haha..
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